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             迷惘中，意外中，明天就上课啦  我们寝的姐妹们都以为4号才开始上课，结果被迫提前日程……          

         这两天，校园中总浮现单纯迷惘的眼神和异样陌生的脸庞；回想去年的这个时候，自己同样迷惘，同样期待。但是大一一年一直觉得很幸福，幸福自己年轻，幸福自己在校园中可以不被任何人叫师姐……更甚，在大一时就杞人忧天地害怕长大，害怕升级，害怕终归有一天会远远的被喊作师姐……

    而当这一天真的来临，却感觉和去年同样期待，同样欣喜……期待师弟师妹加入人大，欣喜自己在人大校园不在迷路，可以游刃自如地完成心中所想。

                 我明白了，人只要过好现在的每一天，就会对未来保持那份永恒的期待和不变的幸福……

              女孩们  以此共勉！

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    朋友的女儿考入北京一所大学。朋友自然非常高兴，摆了一桌宴席。请了熟识的人，席间，我们少不了说些祝贺的话。然后，我问他: “现在大学生谈恋爱比较普遍，你有没有和你女儿谈过这个问题? ”  

    朋友点点头.说: “谈过了。我已经表明我的态度了,不鼓励。也不阻止。 ” 

    那么我又问:“ 那你打算一个月给你女儿多少的生活费? ” 

    “还没有最后决定。我打算送她到学校，看她同学的家里都给多少钱，我取平均数。”他说。 

    几天后，朋友送女儿去北京。到学校一问,和她同宿舍的三位同学当中，一位是贫困生，家时面每月只给200元。一位父亲是老板，每月生活费千元以上。还有一位叫绞绞的，父母也是工薪家庭，每月的家里给600元。班里大多同学家里面也都给这些.亲戚就把女儿的生活费锁定在这个数字上。 

    一个月后，父亲去银行往女儿的的一卡通里面存钱，先打电话过去问: “600元够不够。” 

    女儿回答：“够了。” 

    父亲放心了，嘱咐说：“想买什么就买什么，别亏了自己。也别和人家老板的女儿比，你只要和绞绞保持同等生活质量就行了。” 

    女儿听了，半天不作声。父亲觉得奇怪，就问：“怎么了？” 

    女儿犹豫了一下，说：“爸爸，我不知道应该说或是不说。” 

    父亲：“有什么事情快说，爸爸帮你分析，提建议。” 

    女儿说：“绞绞和我一样，每月家里面也是给600元。但是她的生活质量比我高。她每天都有零食吃，每周去一次麦当劳，有时候还能去必胜客。” 

    父亲一算，这样的话，600元根本都不够花。 

    “她是不是去打工了，你不要去耽误学习。”父亲急忙说。 

    “没有，她没有去打工，是在谈恋爱。有一次她约会回来对我说。其实她不喜欢那个男生，只是喜欢他替她埋单而已，我们班上也有几个女生也是一样的。她们还嘲笑我，说我傻。可惜了这张脸，如果她们有像我这样漂亮能吸引男生的脸。根本不用向家里要钱。她们会找到愿为她们付费的长期饭票……” 

    父亲愕然。 

    放下电话，朋友一分钟都没耽误.给女儿的卡上存了700元钱，又回家发了一个封邮件。 

    他在邮件上写着：亲爱的女儿，从这个月起，我每月给你700元的生活费。多出来的100元，你可以买零食，去麦当劳，必胜客……记住，任凭时候，都要用自己的钱买单。这才是有质量的生活。还有，如果你喜欢某个男生，开始谈恋爱，请一定要告诉我。我会每月再给你增加100元，作为恋爱经费。请你一定要记住，每次约会，不要忘了带上你的钱包。你要学会并习惯为自己所爱的人买单，这样你才有资格得到一份有质量的爱情

          告别旅途中的种种不快与不安，在烈日的炙烤下，又一次告别可爱的家，一路颠簸来到北京。

　　　　即使北京迎接我的是浑浊的空气，阴暗的天空，但是

　当我看到“北京界“三个字的一刹那，我立刻从卧铺床上坐起来，睁大眼睛使劲地看着群楼林立的宽广街道；

　当车驶入人大西门，明德楼的威武，熙熙攘攘的人群，让我不自觉地开始兴奋；

　当我踏入“东风破”宿舍的一瞬间，我闻到了一种“温馨”的香味。

　　　　钻进澡堂，用水冲净旅途狼狈；躲进留食，用最爱填饱肚子。

　　　干干净净，舒舒服服的爬上床，开启电脑……是的，这里没有空调的冰镇，只有电风扇疲惫地转动；这里经常还有蚊子的光顾，只能以蚊帐为防，以花露水为治，可是这一切都抹不去我回家的欣喜。因为这里有我的气息，这里是属于我的天地，即使它再破再烂，它也是我大学四年最可依赖的港湾……

       My work for training is going to the end. From the bottom of my heart, I am happy and glad as I can end this done-nothing life. In fact, I like working, like busy, like finding myself useful. Remembering doing the part-time last term, I am fed up with the achievement and devoted myself to the hard work though I must sacrificing much time and energy. Then I found I am flying in my broad sky freely. I enjoy that feeling. However, during this training, I find I am almost useless in the company, I can not quite successfully communicate with the foreigners, can not carry though the English-done job at all. 

Of course, I have learnt many things in these 7 days: I have first known how the English put into everyday work and life, not like before only constantly studying English in the books. I have first made so many conversations with foreigners finding them more friendly than I thought especially Ahmet Kar. I have first entered the foreign company to understand how the office runs and what a administration assister does. I have learnt carefulness and responsibility from the employees especially Ms Chen. I have learnt so many business English words from the files of documents etc.  

Only more than a day leaving, value ^ value ^ value

Come on, Lena! You have no choice that English will be together with you all your life!

       In CBI, I admired the ability of the employees, they speak English as smooth as Chinese, they  devoted  themselves to work ,so carefully ,so responsible,so lovely ^ ^^Of course ,I admire their high salaries. However, they sacrifice too much for it in my mind.

       They always  follow the big project as proceeding guerrilla warfare, a success war in a place after another success war in another place, moving from here to there constantly. They can't be together with their families, they must work many hours a day, they must be busy for company,they can't live a comfortable life as they would like to.

        All day in the English world ,I want to speak Chinese now. 高收入真的是以高压力为代价的。工作上压力暂且不谈，自己必须翻山越岭的兢兢业业工作，离开温暖的家和家人，虽然帐户满满的，心里却空空的。Of course,这只是我的人生观和价值观，在他们很多人眼里，尤其是foreigners，他们热爱自己高节奏的生活，热爱自己旅游似的工作，四海为家，人人为友.

       我是一个恋家的小孩，我爱“稳定”，我渴望依靠一个港湾，微风袭来，惬意非凡……这也许就是我从小就不consider  foreign company 的原因吧！

           I have never thought that I would work with a foreign company. However, it comes true remissly. Thanks to Dad, thanks to uncle YU, thanks to Ahmet, thanks to Chen, though I am not sure whether I should complaint about their offering me this opportunity. I am in a world where any Chinese word hardly is present and fed up with the strange business English. What I see and what I hear are exactly like what the TV series show.

          That is a working day in CBI: at 6:40 the employees take buses (offices) and cars (bosses) to the site offices. The work starts and the busy starts at 7:30am. The leaders have a meeting once they come every morning. Then everyone is busy with computers and piles of documents, shuttling among the employees, dealing with the constant ringing call, receiving and sending the e-mails, signing on the documents etc. At 12:00am.they have fast food for lunch quickly and then not having a break, they go on working until 18:00pm.when the cars and the buses are ready to run on the back way. They can relax by themselves only by 19:00pm.What a full day, a tiring day, a busy day! Of course, they can gain big salaries. No gain, no pay!

           I always use “they” above, not “we”, as I am unable to work and live like them now. I did not have the opportunity to be that before, I don’t have the ability to be that today and in the future I would not like to be that, perhaps. During these two days, I found, first time in my life, there is not only people with black hairs, black eyes and yellow skin, also many people with blue eyes and white skin & many people with black skin etc.around me. As we know, here English is the common language. What‘s worse, in my mind, the foreigners speak too quick and smooth, I can’t catch up with them. In fact, what they say is not difficult. But when they speak sentences after sentences without stopping, I am deaf, totally deaf~! Added I don’t realize the employees and I am not familiar with their names, so I can even do nothing except looking at Chen and Lily busy mostly all day. I don’t say so much English as I thought before because everyone is devoted to their own work with no time speaking with me often.

            After all, entering CBI is a god-given & hard-won experience. Staying in the offices full of English is much more significative than abandoning myself to watching TV and chatting by QQ. Though working with a foreigner company may not be my choice in my life, I will still treasure this experience to learn English as I can. Moreover, the experience I won’t have aftertime is more valuable as it is the only. Only this time ^^^&

                 担当，这是我在人大新生培训周印象最深刻的词。坐在主席台上的头头脑脑总告诉我们，要成为能担当的人大人，担当自己，担当未来。

                而在人大的一年，也让我学会了担当，更看到了人大人不同寻常的担当。尤其是lots of人大男生，肩上所担当的不仅是自己，和女生在一起的时候，他们会主动让出宽大的肩，帮助女生担当……被照顾被关心是他们给我们的温暖。

               回来后，发现hometown的男生却没有如此风度，也许在传统的hometown，大男子主义根深蒂固。真的很不习惯男生在该担当的时候指手画脚，在该出手的时候退避三舍，该前进的时候畏缩不前。

               这么说，好像太一刀切了，得罪了hometown的许多男同学，呵呵……小女子这厢赔罪了！ 当然，莆田还是不乏好男人的，尤其是新一代的男生啊……